Woke up early today. I got an interview at Carlton Hotel. Just trying my luck there.
Our 1 year anniversary! at Seoul Garden. Overdue pictures from my digicam.
Bf is getting bigger & fatter. Thanks to me,I feed him too much thats why.LOL. Joking!Joking beby!=P Look at his round chubby face and his body. My "Chubby aka ge"Mok" boyfriend. My own personal teddy bear. Hahahhaaha!
Syukur alhamdullilah. Our problems almost done. But not fully. I feel so exhausted now. Finally i get to sleep so soundly as ever.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Crazy in love =p I adore this lovely hot couple.
Been busy the last few weeks trying to organize my life. Problems-Problems-Problems I had enough of crying. Being strong is the only choice I have. Somehow I truly believed that Patience is the virtue. We made a deal this time. After this shit ends, we'll gonna start everything like how we used to be. Yes.The old times. I fuckin' missed those times with you baby . Haix. Hopefully things will get better as time passes. As for now,like my bf says, I should stay focus on my career. I can't wait to end this fuckin' problem. And I can't wait to post a happy blog entries again.
Bermula ujianMu Satu persatu terhadapku Berikanlah kekuatan untuk aku menghadapi semua ini Ya Allah Hanya kepadaMu aku sembah dan kepadaMu jua ku pohon pertolongan Berikanlah aku jalan keluar Ya Allah. Tidak ingin ku tempoh perjalanan sebegini lagi.
Amin.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Do you have a so called friend who is a backstabber?
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
"I've gotten to a point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into, that all we need is a kiss and
suddenly we remember why we love each other..."
Our 1 year anniversary was totally filled with greatest moments.
The moments that I will never never forget. Every night,it keeps haunting me with guilt,pain,regret.. I fake my smile and i laughed but the truth is I feel pain". I don't know where to start now.
I should have done more, fought more, struggled more. I've realised now. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
The Eclipse trailer its out!
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Happy 1 year anniversary to us!
This date and this special day embarks our first one year anniversary. Syukur alhamdullilah & till today our relationship grew stronger as ever. Thanks to bf and myself for the endurance & tolerance with each other attitude and behaviour all this while. Our attitude & egoistic towards each other sucks BIG time but i just don't know why we still keep running back to each other. Well I admit that he's one of my best man.=) My first best man is always my beloved father. These two man had been the very best man ever in my entire life. My bf. He's the one whom been taking good care of me the most. Even when he's away at times, he never fails to call me on the phone to check on me every single hour or by chance. And every single night, he never fails to wished me goodnite and a kiss through the phone. I can say the 12 months journey is like driving uphill & down the slope. Happy all the time but not always happy. What can i say more? There's always up and down. No relationship is perfect right? I have been very very blessed.=) Oh yeah not forgetting for those whom wished us, Thanks for having faith in us for all this while. Till again.. Love.=)
