I've been thinking too much lately.

I keep wondering & wondering.

Am i at wrong??

At times i felt so lost.

I felt so afraid about the future.

If we really mend for each other,will those ppl stop saying about us??

Maybe i just fear too much.

I feared too much of things in mind.

*Phobia*

For now.

I just want to be happy like anyone else.

I want to live my life with him.

Through hard times & good times.

I will prove them one day that we can make it through all this.

Well.

Let the time tells then.

*Missing my Iskandar.

Counting down to Saturday!!

A MOVIE DATE!

We spend the whole nite together on his birthday.
Bad things happened along the way.
It was fun but at the same time,i'm fcukin stressed up!!
I'm not gonna elaborate more.
Things already happened.
And we got everything settled.
Thanx to my dearest bf for his support.
=)
So we had our lunch date at tampines mall pizza hut.
Jalan2 and off to Cwp and to his place.
Waited for him to get changed and took the cab to Yishun &
dropped him off to meet his camp mates & home sweet home.
I feeling so shagg-ed right now.
I need my beauty sleep soon.
And i missed him already.
Gonna catch a movie date with bf maybe next week or maybe a night safari trip.
We got a whole lot of plans in future.
Insyallah we can make it.
haha.
I'm totally so "Crazy in love" mood!!
Sorry2 lao u guys get irritated by this mushi2 entry.
hehe.
Thats all for today.
The end.

Tata.

I fucking no mood this morning.

My menses cramp is getting me out of control.

I feel like shouting or scolding someone right now.

Cb.

I need my bf right now but he's already asleep.

How i wished bf is on the fone with me right now.

So he can entertain me,layan my so called "Prangai sial".

LOL.

Nowadays,he's been tolerating with my nonsence especially when it comes to PMS mode.

PMS is a REAL BITCH.

Kay kay.

Enough of the pms story.

The latest news is....

I failed my FTT.

Not my luck i guess.

I have to try harder the next time.=)

Hopefully.

I'm counting down the days to this Saturday.

Yeehaa!!

Me & bf had planned a Booze session on Sat.

I miss drinking alcoholic.=p

Betol tak nana??

Shld catch up with the gerls soon for a booze & gossip session.

I miss my baby gerls!

I miss Bf.

Tata.

Nite2.

Go on and bitch bout me.

Cuz i dun give a damn what em say.

Things getting hard.

I'm all stressed up.

But i'm trying hard to be ready for the good or worse.

8 more days to a special day.

My heartbeat getting faster this time.

4 more days too FTT.

7 more days to school.

Can't wait to get my hands on the steering.

Ohh dear time.

Haix.

Im missing someone right now.