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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I finally get to update my blog.
I just recovered from a High Fever which tooked me 5 days to get well.
My highest temperature was 41.0
Can't u imagine how it feels?
I almost gone crazy.
And my head is lyke goin to explode.
My leg is so cramp and my body aching really makes me even weaker.
Plus i'm having my period.
Since 5 days,i've lost my appetite in eating.
I've been eating stupid junk foods for the last 5 days.
Makan chocolate cake la,roti la.
I ate only that for a day.
Wow.

Bf and some of his family members been planning to go Batam jalan2 one day.
But end up bf is having doubts right now because of the quake hit in Indonesia.
Btw.
I've heard rumors ppl saying that "Dunia is going to kiamat soon??"
Do you heard about the swine flu cases(flu babi)?
Somebody told me that the flu babi is one the signs.
My heartbeats gettin so fast.......
I'm so nervous.
Bedek ah lao krg tak takot kan.
Klah sampai disini sahaje lah.
peace.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sms from Don bb.


Don bb:Oryte aku percaye ko.Aku hepi ryte nw.
Tanx..aku harap ko lei terima aku seadanye.
Aku tak sachok ape lagi kaya,p aku yakin lau aku betol2 syg ko,
aku akan buat ko hepi idup ngan aku..syg ko..

A goodnite msg from Don bb.

Don bb:Ingat ko aku nye property tao..mcm mane pun laki nak ko pun,
suruh die langkah mayat aku dulu..hahax.
aku syg ko mcm nak mampos,PAHAM!!slamat mlm.
*Ended*


See how the way he treated me?Mcm cibai kan!
So the kasar.
Haiyaa...
But cute la he.
Even though he's not the romantic type.
And at times,he's behaving like an idiot,
hot tempered fucker & Ego and his unbearable sarcasm.

But still..

Aku sayang die.
Nyeheheehe.
I miss u bodoh.
Come home soon cepat!cepat!

Saturday, April 18, 2009
What is the real definition of love?

Love has many different meanings to all different types of people.
There are many stages of love at different ages and different types of love.

My definition of love is caring about someone so deeply that your life would be very different without them there would always be a little piece of yourself missing if they pass away or leave you.

Your life is incomplete when they are away and you would do anything to protect them or to make them happy.

When I think of love,
I think of a couple sitting by the ocean holding hands and kissing. The feeling of love is “that can't eat cant sleep reach for the stars world series kinda stuff”.

"Love" is an incredibly powerful word.
When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

But when I was a little kid I thought of love in a completely different ways, and when I am older and wiser I will probably think of love differently also.

As an a teenager I realize that I have not experienced the real meaning of life yet and that I have not seen all there is to see in the world so how could I understand the “real” definition of love?

How can anyone really know the real definition of love?

I believed that love is one of the hardest words in the dictionary to actually understand and know the true definition.

Friday, April 17, 2009

One night.
I had a bad dream.
I've already told bf about it.
I dreamt bout him,his family and some other ppl.
I can't stopped myself thinkin bout it.
Till now & then,
the dream keeps haunting me.
It keeps me wondering.

I kept saying to myself this.
"Punish me all you want,but pls...
Dun take him away frm me."

What's next now for us?
Or maybe I'm just the one who think too much of negative.


-I received a few offline msg regarding bout this background music.
To someone out there whom might be wondering what's this song title.
Well its from Jessica Mauboy feat Flo Rida, songtitle is "Running back."

Sunday, April 12, 2009
This is what they called the "Luge Ride"


Can't you imagine yourself sitting there.OMG!
Only God knows~

In the cable car ride.


3 days straight were spent with bf.
But our Saturdays was "HAPPENING" at sentosa!

We took the cable car to Sentosa,the Skyride and the Luge ride.
The skyride is the most scarriest & thrilling moments ever.
I admit that i'm really afraid of heights.
And somemore its only like a seats.
Its not covered at all!
And if you are wearing slippers,pls ensure that you grip your slippers very tightly.
Ade je slipper ko jatoh dari atas.Suey betol.
And i swear i was damn afraid at first.

About the Luge ride.
HAHA.
IT WAS SUPER EXCITING!
Its abit the same like Go-Carts but its not called "Go-carts".
It is called the LUGE.
Me and bf main so laju gile,maklumlah jakun,that is was our first time.
I remembered when i was speeding up and it comes to cornering part,i was like too fast smpi i hit the kerb.Hah.
Lucky that luge thing tak terbalik sia,takde malu aku.
As usual,we never missed the beach part when it comes to Sentosa.

After the trip,we had our dinner and off to Lavender to mit his old buddy.
Mcm biase jugak,booze session.
Every week never missed that.
Its like our normal weekly routines.
I'm tryin to cut down on booze.
Seriously.
But its just hard uh.

Life

I may look like i'm happy though.
But ppl never know what is the real thing.
The real inner thing.

Thursday, April 9, 2009
I can't wait to meet don bb!!!!!
Few more hours to go!!
Will update again soon.


Wednesday, April 8, 2009
You take the chance on me.
You never give up.
Never once defeated.
You fought so hard & thought.

Deep within me,I felt the guilt.
But u never failed me.
You find the strengh i've never had in my life.

I'm sorry that i've fallen for you.
I'm sorry to asked you out on that day.
I'm sorry for making the first move.
I'm sorry for holding your hands for that first time.
I'm sorry for the confessions.

You know baby,I didn't meant to fall for you.

Forgive me for all the things happenned.
I'm ready to take all the blames.
U ppl wanna bitch bout me?
Talk shit behind my back?
Go ahead cuz i'm all ready.
Seems like everyday that goes by,things are getting harder.
No one knows the things we've been through.
Cuz these ppl never know what is like to walk in our shoes.

I know we can break through this.
I wanna watch us grow stronger each day.

Ohh dear time~

I will never give up on this.
I'm right behind u.
And lastly..

Thank you so much Muhd Iskandar for all the sacrifices.
I sweared I loved you.
*pray hard*

Cable car trip with bb this weekend!
Rindu ko bodo.=p

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I've deleted some of my previous blog entries & contents due to
some circumstances
and certain issues.

*PEACE*

Back to my random updates.
My saturday was well spent with my dearest.=)
Lepak-ing at his aunty's place.
Makan2,karaoke,and chit-chatting with his aunty and cousins.
And off to the nearest 7 eleven to buy our booze.
And yeahh.
I got wasted!
Lol.
Kecohrable thing happenned smpi police pun smpi.
I vomitted so much yesterday.
And now,the fuckin' hangover is killin me.
Cb.

Well bout me and dearest.
As usual we have our difficult times together.
Problems after problems.
We tend to quarrel at times.

But the rough times we go through, only make us stronger.
*Wanna break us?
I will break your face.