Feeling stress and along the way,met bf at cwp. And cabbed off to Mas workplace for her birthday celebration with all her friends. We had lotsa fun and after so long of not drinking. We drank a bottle of Martell which was my first time trying it. All of her friend forces us to drink. Cheers sane cheers sini~ Aku pun step mcm paham boleh minom. Padahal-padahal~ I do really enjoyed the night. Feeling tipsy. Went home & fall asleep all the way till 11am.
Now the stress is coming back again. The feeling is like making me down & no mood. Since today,I never talk much like the way i used to. Many things came through my mind. I don't really know what was I really thinking. Maybe its just about my life. Being so hopeless..weak. I've always thought of that about myself. Maybe the life i'm living is not the life I wanted I guess. But... I will never give up..
