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Monday, July 6, 2009
Its already been 1 year plus that my late father had gone away.
I swear i missed him so much.
I hold too much tears and pain inside myself without ppl noticed.
I was never a strong girl since he left me.
Lying to myself & pretend is what i've always do to hide myself.
Bulan puasa is coming around the corner.
That is what saddens me.
This is going to be my 2nd year of Hari Raya without him.
My first year not celebrating my father's day.
Apparently no more father days for me.
Thus in future,when i get married,
he's not going to be there to see me looking beautiful in my wedding gown.
The only person i turn to the most is my mum.
And not forgetting my dearest bf.
And yes..i do love them to the bits and cherished them the most.
My mum.
She is the best amazing woman ever that i've met.
Eventhough she likes to nag alot,but she is my no 1.
The one i can always count on too.
Totally too much things to describe her.
I sayang her so much!
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Muhd Iskandar,the one i adore the most.
He plays some plenty roles in my life.
Not only as my soul partner.
He yelled,scold me & nag at me like my father.
His hot-temper is worse than my father.
But his protectiveness really makes me feel so secure being with him.
I find myself lucky to have him.
Why?
Cuz currently he's the guy whom entirely concern & take good care of me the most.
Despite all those heavy arguments & fightings we had.=)
I'm sorry for being the most evil & baddest gf ever.
Thanks you so much for tolerating with me & my attittude all these while.
I promised you one day i will change my bad ways and behave myself okeh.=>
Time check 4.41am.
I will definitely get a good scolding from him later for staying up late.
Tata!
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