Right now,don is away for his outfield camp for 2 weeks.

Its been 3 days already.

I've been waiting patiently rite now.

Hopefully he's doing fine there.

Miss him like crazy sia.

I promised him that I'll be a goodgerl while he is away for 2 weeks.

Since now & then,I've been accompanying my mum at home and go shopping with her.

Tak cayer kan!

I mmg good girl kayy??

heheehe.

Finally tomorrow is my e-trials & FTT.

I had that feeling that i'm going to fail for the 2nd time.

Lmao.

Pls lahhhh.

That word means whole lot to me.

The feeling of unappreciated,Ive gone through it several times in the past.

Its really makes you upset when someone taken your love for granted.

When someone doesn't appreciate all the good things and sacrifices that you have done.

And the worst part is when u find out that he cheated on you from behind with another girl.

Till these days.,

I felt so betrayed.

I still have the traumatized feeling.

Because of the painful past.

Like people used to say.

"History may repeats again."

I'll never want that to happen for 2nd time.

Its a painful experience for me.

A real heart-breakin' experience in my life.

Now i know what is the true meaning of "Appreciation".

Appreciation can make a day .

Even change a life.

I appreciate everything that my bf had done for me all this while.

His big sacrifices for me,

I will remember it & never i will forget till the end of time.

I believed in you.

Its been 2 days i sleptover at don's crib.

Its like almost every week of my weekends was well spent with don.

Well thats our only precious time we can spent together.

All of his weekdays,he will not be around.

That is a sad thing for us.

But nah,i'm kinda used to it now.

I'm bored to death right now.

And the truth is I'm thinkin bout don rite now.

It keeps reminding me about the first "so called" date with him.

Why do i say "SO CALLED?"

Because it wasn't unplan.

It was just a casual meet up i supposed.

And then we sat by the beach,drinkin & talkin bout many things.

I realised he wasnt lookin at me much.

I was thinking maybe he's not interested in me or maybe he's feelin' regret of our meetup.

But things get so unexpected.

I make the first move.

I tell him off what i feel towards him at that time.

I admitted that i was attracted to him.

Not about looks but the way he bring himself & his attitude.

Its just "HIM".

It just the way he is that makes me fall for him so much.

It is unexplainable.

At that point,we know its goin' to be hard between us.

And its hard for ppl around us to understand.

From that day onwards,we get so close to each other.

I can say we've gone thru alot of hard times together and sacrifices.

Only certain ppl knows the reasons.

Ever once,I almost thought of giving up but i prove it wrong.

I felt something really strange.

Somehow it make me realised that he was way too fuckin' special to me.

So i decided to stay.

Till now.

We are happy together.

Thanked God we've make it thru.

Klah.Lets put a stop about my lovestory with don.

I knows its boring.

Basically,i love to blog out about my feelings.

Whenever if i feel sad,happy,sober or what,

I would alway expressed it through blogging.=)

Since now.

Don always been advising me to take good care of myself and his lil sister.

He always gets worried about his lil sis.

Well,Mastura is her name.

I love her too like my own sister.

We've got quite lot of similarities.

Don knows.haha.=)

I barely can't wait for the weekends especially on Sunday.

Its our 2 mths anni!!

Eleh!!!Baru 2 mths je.Lol.

Well,we got so much of plans in mind.=p

hehe.

I will update again k.

I need my beauty sleep.

Tata.