Her story.

2011-04-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

2011-04-05T12:26:00.002+08:00

I found this!

Oh my!!How come theres Part 1 and part 2???

Gggrrrr!

Boys..

2011-03-30T09:43:00.001+08:00

2011-03-28T15:29:00.002+08:00

You're one year older now.Huhu~

Happy birthday to my one & only fatty boy,Muhd Iskandar.

2011-03-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

Muhd Iskandar, please kindly fill up this form.

Thank you.

2011-03-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

2011-03-25T12:01:00.006+08:00

TGIF!

Should I add some colours to my hair?

My tangan very itchy lahh!

I'm so addicted to twitter~

Next week is payday!

Gonna reserve the tickets to Universal Studio on 2nd April with the usual bunch.

Or maybe we will just purchase it at the door itself.

3 more days to Bf's 22nd Birthday!

Which I've already bought his gift in advanced.

Hope you like it :)

2011-03-24T12:51:00.003+08:00

I'm in love with this Volkswagen.

Bf is planning to get a car soon most probably by end of the year.

And guess what?No more riding for me.

2011-03-24T10:06:00.004+08:00

Our Anniversary Lunch date

Happy 2nd Anniversary to Us!

Xoxo

2011-01-12T21:12:00.005+08:00

Denpasar,Bali

Feeling so exhausted nowadays.
Working too much I guess.
But at least,I spend a week of enjoyment and relaxation far far away from this town.
Thanks to Bali!!
Family is planning on a next trip again.
Most prolly to Istanbul.
And yeah!
The best thing is family and I will be shifting to a new place soon maybe somewhere around June!
There's so many thing line-up this 2011.
Oh plss 2011!!
Please be good to me :)

As the New Year unfolds,
May you All be blessed the joy of new beginnings,prosperity,live life to the fullest & happiness.

Say Hello to Baby Sofeah !!
She's so adorable isn't she??!

2010-12-20T19:38:00.003+08:00

Advanced birthday gift from my lovely brother from Hawaii . ;)
And a week more and i 'll be getting my new ride as my birthday present from my dearest bf!!
No more train or bus ride for me.
Few days more gonna hit the number 20.
Oh gosh~
Time flies so fast.
I haven't got my 3 months bonus yet.
Haix! I'm super-super broke at the moment.
I'm left with a few penny's in my bank acct right now.
Die die! Must tahan till end of the month.
Can't wait to go shopping for my stuffs.
And next year I'll be continuing my driving license.
Mummy and brother da start nagging at me for dumping my class 3 for class 2b.
I know i'm pathetically being such a dumb-ass.
-,-
Whatever.What done is done okayy!
Lol!!

2010-12-02T10:58:00.005+08:00

You might be far away from home.
But you will always be remembered & till this day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH.

I missed you.

2010-11-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

LOL!!

2010-11-21T15:36:00.006+08:00

-COVER THE FACE & FUCK THE BASE
USUALLY USED TO DESCRIBE AN UGLY FACE' WITH A HOT BODY.

You’re Not As Hot As You Think You Are.

2010-11-20T12:06:00.003+08:00

~ The tongue that belongs to a fake friend is sharper than a knife

2010-11-19T09:25:00.003+08:00

You just have to do your own thing, no matter what anyone says.It's your life.

2010-11-18T20:00:00.004+08:00

>3 That kind of love is just like us baby~

2010-11-18T19:26:00.003+08:00

7 months of endurance & patience ,finally I passed my fuckin' tp for the first time!
I got 8 demerit points!
Alhamdulillah!
I've already make a choice.
By end of this december,i'm gonna get a new ride my for myself.
I promised myself & mummy dearest & bf to ride safely as possible.
2011 is coming people!!

Getting ready for a new resolution? :)

2010-05-20T12:36:00.003+08:00

Evil plans are the best.

Will be on HIATUS till comes the best day.

2010-05-17T11:59:00.004+08:00

The Firm 8th Aniversary Dinner @ Garuda Padang Cuisine

It was the first company dinner I've attended.
The food wasn't very satisfying.
And the service is like so not professional.
How i wish the next company dinner will be better than this.
Pay will be on next week.
And the another best thing is
next week friday will be "Vesak Day".
Which means PUBLIC HOLIDAY for us!!
Still contemplating on cutting my hair short.
Not liking the idea cuz long hair is one of the few things makes me slightly feminine.
Hmm.

I'm in love with this BABY PHAT BAG.

;)

2010-05-07T12:29:00.008+08:00

A Day at a Luxurious True Spa After Work.

Couple room.

Couple tub

Soronok yerr si makcik ni main foam.HEHE!

Finally get to pamper myself with 1 hour of massage and 30 mins of hydrobath.

My body therapist is from Thailand.

Her hand is soo fuckin' good that she can make me go to sleep so soundly.

Yeah.It feel so good.;p

At the same time,something bad happen at the end of the day.

Shall not elaborate more about it.

All I can say is I still love him as always.

No matter how much i hated him.

Will be meeting "Him" tomorrow.

Congratulation to him for passing his Tp test.

Like finally,one of his best wishes had been fulfilled.

About me.

I'm getting more financially stable. ;)

Now I've turned into a workaholic not a "JOB-HOPPER" like that "BITCH" said. :D

Lol!
Tomorrow he will be going out with his bike mates to survey & buy his new ride.
And as for me.
I will be sitting home and rest the whole day or most prolly will be out to the salon to do my lash extension.
Like finally,it's FRIDAY people!
This is the best night ever.
I want to sleep as much as i could.
And then wake up at 11 or maybe 12pm.LOL!
Have a great weekend people!!
*Muacks*

2010-04-30T12:01:00.005+08:00

ITS FRIDAY!!

Its shopping time!

At the same time i need a very full good rest tonight.

Next wednesday after work,

will be going for a massage at Subtle Senses

with my one of my work colleagues.

I haven't pampered myself like for so long.

And yeah my hair is back to black again.

No more dying hair for me again cuz my hair is really freaking dry and spoilt.

Black hair beauty~

2010-04-11T00:45:00.004+08:00

An outrageous night to grandlink.*sarcastic*

1 more day to my first day.
I'm so dead nervous.
New place & a new environment with new people.
It is normal to face all these things but i just don't know why this time
i had a bad feeling & like so nervous and abit kancong gitu kan.
Kenape agaknye eh.
Mcm ada "udang di sebalik batu" gitu.
Ok lets stop about the job thingy.
Thought of going to the gym this weekend.
I really wanna get back in shape especially the tummy area and the hips,thigh.
Insyallah if i rajin nyerr.

2010-04-06T22:16:00.005+08:00

3>Bb!Please bring me to a movie date again!
I dying to watch this badly!

2010-04-06T13:03:00.003+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah kepada Allah.
Finally my prayers had been answered.

This monday will be starting my new job at the lawfirm at Raffles Place as a front desk executive.
Back to career life again.
But not so busy schedule because its an office hour job.
Very very the flexible.
I can spent lots of quality time my family and not forgetting my dearest bf.
Tanpa berkat doa mereka,mungkin aku tak dapatla kerja ni.
Gaji boleh belanja makan yer.Hehe!
I'm going out later to town to go shopping for my office outfits.
Because they required us to wear very formal office wears and must wear "Coat".
Leceh kan nak pakai coat lagi.
Konon nye look more professional laa kan.
Ok people!
Got to go now!
Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-05T20:59:00.012+08:00

Otw to Sentosa in the cable car.
Our first pic we took.
My bb so the hitam at that point.
Maklumlah,baru masok ns.
hehe!

Our first collage photos done by me.=)

At Gotham Penthouse with bb and friends.

This pic was taken when i just got back home from Bangkok.

Hari Raya 2009

At Insomnia Chijmes celebrating my birthday.

2010
Less make up and natural.
Say goodbye to breakouts!

I'm not surprise if anyone out there been wanting to watch me fall.
Whoever you are..
I'm happy with my life.
I have never thought that I would changed into a better person.
I can't imagined my life right now without him.
Maybe i'm just like another girl who always go to the
nightclubs every week,get drunk & high with alcoholics or even drugs,hang around & socialize with people especially "guys".
And to my fellow haters.
Try harder k.
Every pieces of the past had buried long time ago.
So don't bother & wasting your time bringing up all that hot topic
cuz I don't give a fu**!

Another best achievement is I've quited smoking long time ago.
No more alcoholic drinks.
Thanks to my wonderful bf.
I am proud to say this.
He made me a better woman to myself.=)
Te Amo baby.
Now is my turn to pressure him to stop smoking!
Went for the 3rd interview at the law firm again.
The result is out tomorrow.
I don't think so they will choose me because
they would surely choose a better candidates with good education background
& more better working experiences than me.
Insyaallah I will continue to search for jobs again.
I will never stop & will never give up.
Amin.

2010-04-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

I took this special prediction from Amora the love physic at facebook.

Now when you look into the mirror you'll see a new you.
Your positive thinking has turned your life around and
you'll have more confidence.
The new month could be very fruitful with good results.''

Hmm..hopefully.
Amin.

2010-04-03T22:42:00.007+08:00

Another random entry.
Watch KL Drift 2 at Golden Village yishun.
Just another average malay movie.
I just can't get my eyes off shamsul yusof haslam.
Well I think he's kinda cute.=p
But too bad he's been labelled as "Jantan dayus".Lol.
Next week will be going shopping with bf!
Bf is been aiming this particular shoes at Levis.
And bf promised me to buy me a some accessories,some new outfits and my lovely platform heels or strappy kinds.
Not forgetting to continue my jobhunting again this monday.
Alot of plans lining up.
Alot of dreams to be fufill.
Someone traffic police test is coming real soon!!
I'm so excited!!
Yay!All the best!!
Don't forget to ucap Bismillah 7 times.
Insyallah can pass the test.
11 more months to bf's ord!!
Wa liao!!So damn fast.Happy giler pe!
It's been 1 year plus we've been tolerating with alot of shits.
Cakap nak break tapi tak break break.
Mamposs..
Sayang nye pasal la kan.=) hehee!
Tak sanggop I jadi single lagi.
Eeeee meluat eh baca post niee.
I tahu. ;p
Kalau meluat,jgn baca k bodo.
Tata!

2010-04-01T16:06:00.004+08:00

Ricky Martin

A latin pop singer & a father of a two twin son declares

"I am proud to say that

I am a fortunate homosexual man,"

he said today in a message on his website

rickymartin.com.

"I am very blessed to be who I am."

Shocked of my life sia.
LOL!

2010-03-29T11:42:00.010+08:00

Woke up early today.
I got an interview at Carlton Hotel.
Just trying my luck there.

Our 1 year anniversary!
at Seoul Garden.
Overdue pictures from my digicam.

Bf is getting bigger & fatter.
Thanks to me,I feed him too much thats why.LOL.
Joking!Joking beby!=P
Look at his round chubby face and his body.
My "Chubby aka ge"Mok" boyfriend.
My own personal teddy bear.
Hahahhaaha!

Syukur alhamdullilah.
Our problems almost done.
But not fully.
I feel so exhausted now.
Finally i get to sleep so soundly as ever.

2010-03-25T02:46:00.003+08:00

Crazy in love =p
I adore this lovely hot couple.

2010-03-25T00:58:00.006+08:00

Been busy the last few weeks trying to organize my life.
Problems-Problems-Problems
I had enough of crying.
Being strong is the only choice I have.
Somehow I truly believed that
Patience is the virtue.
We made a deal this time.
After this shit ends,
we'll gonna start everything like how we used to be.
Yes.The old times.
I fuckin' missed those times with you baby .
Haix.
Hopefully things will get better as time passes.
As for now,like my bf says,
I should stay focus on my career.
I can't wait to end this fuckin' problem.
And I can't wait to post a happy blog entries again.

Bermula ujianMu
Satu persatu terhadapku
Berikanlah kekuatan untuk aku menghadapi semua ini Ya Allah
Hanya kepadaMu aku sembah dan kepadaMu jua ku pohon pertolongan
Berikanlah aku jalan keluar Ya Allah.
Tidak ingin ku tempoh perjalanan sebegini lagi.

Amin.

2010-03-22T16:18:00.001+08:00

Do you have a so called friend who is a
backstabber?

2010-03-21T01:40:00.003+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...

The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

-UNKNOWN

2010-03-20T01:00:00.006+08:00

"I've gotten to a point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into, that all we need is a kiss and

suddenly we remember why we love each other..."

Our 1 year anniversary was totally filled with greatest moments.

The moments that I will never never forget.
Every night,it keeps haunting me with guilt,pain,regret..
I fake my smile and i laughed but the truth is I feel pain".
I don't know where to start now.

I should have done more, fought more, struggled more.
I've realised now.
I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done.

2010-03-13T01:18:00.009+08:00

The Eclipse trailer its out!

2010-03-03T21:55:00.007+08:00

Happy 1 year anniversary to us!

This date and this special day embarks our first one year anniversary.
Syukur alhamdullilah & till today our relationship grew stronger as ever.
Thanks to bf and myself for the endurance & tolerance with each other attitude and behaviour all this while.
Our attitude & egoistic towards each other sucks BIG time but i just don't know
why we still keep running back to each other.
Well I admit that he's one of my best man.=)
My first best man is always my beloved father.
These two man had been the very best man ever in my entire life.
My bf.
He's the one whom been taking good care of me the most.
Even when he's away at times,
he never fails to call me on the phone to check on me every single hour or by chance.
And every single night,
he never fails to wished me goodnite and a kiss through the phone.
I can say the 12 months journey is like driving uphill & down the slope.
Happy all the time but not always happy.
What can i say more?
There's always up and down.
No relationship is perfect right?
I have been very very blessed.=)
Oh yeah not forgetting for those whom wished us,
Thanks for having faith in us for all this while.
Till again..
Love.=)

2010-02-17T00:03:00.009+08:00

Sunny Tuesday

Apple of my eyes.

2010-02-16T00:30:00.011+08:00

Happy 11 mths anniversary to us!
I have been very blessed.
Woah!Life is like amazing!
Enjoyable but scary like a roller coaster ride.
Like I said "Life may not be always perfect".
Yeah there's always the hard times.
But living through the hard times just makes you that much stronger.=)

Its already past midnight.
Gotta sleep soon.
Bf is fetching me tomorrow.

-Nice one huh?Got this from some website.

2010-01-23T11:32:00.009+08:00

Weekends again.

And i'm dead lazy to do research for my work assignment.

And i'm dead broke.

Dead bored.

Thought of meeting nurul & ejack.

But now thanks to that fucker for ruining my plan and my mood.

Happy kan dengar aku gado ngan laki aku?

Haha.

Every relationship do have fights and arguments.

Kalau tkda then tu namernye bukan relationship laa kan.

I admit that my lovelife isn't perfect like some fairytales story.

Even fairytales pun ade problems.

I've alway believed that

"A relationship without fights & arguments is not a "True" relationship."

K now.

Lets just end here.

Sebelum aku kene maki ngan my boss.

Kepada manusia manusia kat luar sana,

Happy Weekends k!

2010-01-19T21:10:00.009+08:00

Camwhoring in the office.

Day by days,work is getting stress & stress.
Too many task to handled.
Thanked God.
I can cope.
From next week onwards,I'll be working on my own without the trainer in the boss office.
And futhermore,the boss is not gonna be around all the time.
He'll be out busy handling & dealing lot & lots of clients.
So i'm going to be all all alone by myself.
Which is good.Hehe!
So i can focus more.
Cheh..Mcm paham!

Currently on e phone with bf.
He's at Tekong Ferry Terminal waiting for his ferry.
I fuckin' hate this part right here!
Fuck National Service!!
For taking my bf away!!!
Ahhhhh!!!!!!

2010-01-17T11:44:00.013+08:00

"My name must taste good ,cuz its always in sombodys mouth!"

Typical two faced bitch.
What a suprised!
Go buy a mirror & do a self-reflection first before you talk k.

Typical Minah mouth with NO LIFE!
Pity lah you.
*Laughing out loud!*
I got no time to layan or be friends with this kind of people.

___________________________________________________________________

Presenting
Our new family members!

Known as Caca.
Female
Only 2 months old.

So as you can see i've adopted a 2 months old kitten.
My family been wanting to have a female pet and thanks to me.
I've bought it from my ex-colleague at $150.
Her features & appearance is similar to my 2nd ragg doll cat named "Chelsea".
Especially the nose part.
She's very naughty and playful.
24/7 she always play around with Chelsea.
Very the mentel girl.
Orang malas nak main ngan die pun but still she can play by her own.
Total I have 3 ragg doll cats.
And now,the fur is getting out of control!!
Arhhh!!

2010-01-15T19:55:00.006+08:00

CashStudio Ming Arcade.

The Pump room on friday night.

These are all overdue pics that been taken last week.
Our 10 monthsary celebration was a blast.
2 nights of enjoyment,happy moment,sad,angry.
Many things happened.
Talking about life.
Everything is like balance.
Things abit changed such as my job.
I quited my job as a beauty advisor.
I've already started my new job as a personal assistant in ERA Real estate.
Becoming a P.A to a boss is really damn stressful.
Handling office matter,phonecalls & appointments and lots of document & piles & piles of paperwork.
But I love my office hour timing.
Very flexible.
Tomorrow is saturday.
That will be half day for my work.
9am to 2pm.
Need to sleep early today.
Zzzzzzz.

2009-12-23T00:07:00.010+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday To Me!
My mini birthday celebration at Insomnia with baby boy.
Xoxo.

2009-12-18T21:30:00.005+08:00

My in advanced birthday party was great.
Me and bebe met up with sister mas at her workplace,off to Arab Street for sheesha
and had one bottle of vodka.
Was quite high and off to clarke quay,the pump room.
Open another bottle of vodka again for the second round.
I almost throw up but no I didn't.

The next few days on the following weekend,went to Double O & Obar.
Alot of familiar faces.
Double O on saturday was damn bored with the retro music.
So we went in to Obar since Seng cousin can bring us in.
Obar is way way much better with the rnb music.
But not the people.
Haha.

And right now,i'm feeling so exhausted.
Dark circles & puffiness started to appear.
I'm getting more selekeh and selekeh nowadays.
Oh gosh!
Whats happening to me?
Maybe I'm too busy that I don't have the time to doll up myself.
But still,no matter how busy I am,there is always a quality time with my loved ones.

Time check 10.05pm.
I need to have a good sleep for tomorrow.
There's an event going on at my workplace.
It's the Sephora 1 year Anniversary.
Every Sephora staff must turn up tomorrow.
Including myself.
I'm turning in to bed soon in 10 minutes time from now.
Will update again soon.
Muacks.

2009-12-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

Anniversary is about for us to recall the time of union
and if possible
to make a fresh start if things didn’t work out with your loved one.
Life may seem difficult with many obstacles and trials
but i’d say be brave,
look ahead for there are many happy times
that will be shared forever,
if you have the
acceptance, patience, understanding, forgiveness and LOVE.

Happy 9 months baby.
Xoxo.

Been working my ass off these few days.
Like finally today is my very first off day.
About my job.
Yeah.
It was fine.=)
Good work environment,nice colleagues.
Basically,its a beauty & cosmetic environment.
Different kind of make up brands,skincare & perfumes stuffs.
Alot of testers around that I can try it.
Especially the perfume section.
Selalu kena attack from me.
Hehe.
Tomorrow will be going out for my advanced birthday date with bf.
No more birthday gifts from him.
I don't want any gifts or expecting anything special.
Just simple.
Every little things you do makes a big difference.

2009-12-05T17:41:00.007+08:00

The hot werewolve boy.
Taylor Lautner.
*Melts*

I've already watched New moon.
Can't get my eyes off from Jacob Black(Taylor Lautner).
And his sizzling hot body.
The previous Jacob on twilight is so not good looking.
With long hair.
And now,he is freaking hot nak mampus.
Honestly,I think he is much more hotter than Robert Pattinson.
Sorry girls.Haha!
-,-
Looking forward for Eclipse in 2010 around June.
When it comes to twilight,I'm one hell crazy fan.

Today is a boring saturday.
Out to Northpoint to bought some stuffs with mummy.
Coming monday,my first day of work as a beauty advisor.
I'm sure theres many things to learn at sephora.
I hope that i can make it as my long term permanent job.
Amin.

2009-12-03T19:06:00.009+08:00

Been pretty busy and lack of updates on my blog.
Next monday,will be starting my new job at Sephora.
Hopefully its a better place rather than my previous job at ION.
And the pay that they are offering me is even supper better.
I'm going to re-active back my car licence.
I've already completed my final theory for sometime ago and pretty soon i'm going to start my practical
as a ssdc student not private anymore.
Somehow I think school is much more easier than private because its more well organised & convenient for me.
My bf keep buzzing & pestering me to complete my licence faster.
Maklumlah he already obtained his driving licences.
Haha.
Don't be mistaken yerr..
Military driving licence not a vocational licence eh b.
Kena wait until you da ord,baru leh dapat lesen luar.
Hehe.My soon to be Chauffeur in 1 year plus time.
Jk!jk beby!=p
Tomorrow going to the Human resource to settle some works stuff & document matter.
Tomorrow night,meeting love at his place.
Not sure whats plans.
Maybe just spend time together,sit at home,watching dvd.
Oh well,now I started to miss all those sweet times with you baby.

To Elyani.
Congratulation on your birth & arrival of your new lovely babyboy.
Best wishes and taking care.

2009-11-15T14:03:00.009+08:00

Went to Marina square in the evening to buy the 2010 movie tix
but its already SOLD OUT!
Can't u imagined the earliest slot they have is at 12 midnight.
Sape nak gi layan kan.
And somemore,alot of police and guard in city area due to the
Obama Barack APEC Event kinda stuff.

So we quickly headed to Shaw Bugis to bought the tix.
Lucky they still have an available slot.
But they have only available row of seat in the front.
No choice.
We had to tilt our heads up to watch the movie.
But ending up,its worth our money.
2012 was amazing.
Something different I can say.
The show started at 8pm.
It was still a bit early,so before that,
we spend our time at Arab St for sheesha session.
I felt abit dizzy in the room.
Don't know why.
Maybe bcos i'm not used to smoking thats why.
After movie,plan of going to hit some club or bar at clarke quay.
But sadly the plan kena cancelled.

Oh yeah.
Not forgetting.
The Twillight Saga New moon is coming soon on December 3rd.
That is going to be our next movie date.
Absolutely can't wait!!

2009-11-09T20:55:00.006+08:00

Once the clock strikes 12.

We're 8 months old baby ;)

It's good to miss someone sometimes,even if it hurts your heart.

2009-11-04T01:56:00.007+08:00

I just came back home tired from work;
But still..
I can't shut my eyes at this point of hour.
I'm trying hard to put myself to sleep but I can't.
Don't ask me why.
Its been 2 nights.
2 days of sleepless night.
Am I suffering from any illness or Insomnia?
Or is there something wrong with me???
I don't wish to tell more.

One word i can say.

"Missing".

2009-11-03T01:39:00.006+08:00

" Distance never separates two hearts that really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.
But whenever I start feeling sad & cry bcos I miss you,
I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
Unknown

P/S: Missing you.='(

2009-11-01T01:33:00.004+08:00

I'll always remember.
I'll never forget, how you took my breath away,the first time we met.
No matter what happens,no matter what we do,
I'll always remember the first time I saw you.

2009-10-23T00:02:00.023+08:00

Seng & family.

The Godparents.

Singapore is getting bored & bored nowadays.
How i wished that I'm rich with lots & lots of money and that I can travel around the world.
And one of the true fact is
Travelling is the best way to relieved stress.
Absolutely I agreed with that cuz what you think in mind is exploring,enjoying,shopping and stuffs.
All the problems and stress go off from your head like a blow of a wind.
Everybody hates to feel stress.

Especially in Singapore.
The standard living in Singapore is very high.
Everything is all about money.
K crap.
Let's stop talking about politics.
Right now,i'm running out of idea what to type in this entry.
Bf is at Johor with his guyfriend.
So I'm gonna spend the whole night reading "Eclipse".
So far,of all the twillight book series I've read,I find "Eclipse" is the best.
I've stopped reading at page 173.
I just can't wait to continue reading it further more.

Will the evil victoria manage to find & kill Bella Swan??

2009-10-20T01:37:00.037+08:00

I see their lips moving.
But i don't wanna listen em.
Why can't these busybody people just shut their fucking filthy stink mouth
&
live their own fucking life.
And you idiots don't need to know or bothered about my personal life or my past!
That is fucking NONE of your business!
It doesn't concerns you in any ways either!
You fucking people don't know nothing so don't fucking act like really you know something!
Some more have the cheek to tell all the people around about me.
Tell me what do you gain from telling all that?!

Why don't YOU tell the truth & everything about it to your 16/17 years old gf instead??
I'll bet she know nothing about this
&
she is one dumb kid for believing all your lies & dramas you put up.

Know what?
You're the biggest mistake that I've ever REGRET in my entire whole life.

Thanks for making things hards for me and my relationship.
Yes you've won.
Hari ni hari kau.
But.

Like finally.
God had answered my prayers.

Tuhan tu lagi Maha pengadil dan Maha Berkuasa.
I believed this thing called "Karma".
_______________________________________________

To Dearest bf.
If you are reading this,
Sorry for the things that i've put you through.
We've been going through lot of real hard times & shit together for this 7 month
but yet
you never give up on me
&
never fails to support me & encourage me to become someone better.
I will always loved you.

Life only can be understood backwards;but it must lived forward.
Study the past and you would divine the future.
Don't ever look down on yourself,tilt your head high up.

2009-10-18T00:54:00.028+08:00

The crying cindrella.

The mummy returns.

Bottom pictures.
Don said,"Boleh pulak si Antwo dekat ngan si masam nie".

Our first zoo trip to Night Safari with my favourite couple,
Shima & Antwo.
It was so crowded due to the Halloween event that is going on there.
The place was fuckin' packed.
Had our supper at the food outlet at Night Safari which is freaking expensive.
Lucky us,shima's father was there which can use the staff discount price and also for the tickets which is 50% off!
As you can see these pics,those creepy creatures tak menjadi.

They were scaring & shocked everyone around the places.
Which i find some are abit scary but mostly its very very SHOCKING!!
Sungguh mengejut kannn skaali!
Oh my Goodness~
People whom suffered heart attack or pregnant should not go to this kind of places.
You know why.

There is this tram ride called The "TERROR Tram ride."
See all the animals,all the spooky sound effect and stuffs.
Kebanyakan the animals more to "PIG" species.

Like I mentioned again,it wasn't that scary but its more to Shocking parts.
The fucking ghost takot kan kiter & the people were yelling & shouting around like hell including US.
Like bunch of crazy people!!Hahahahaaha!!

It was an fun & enjoyable night until someone lost his hp.-,-

2009-10-17T13:37:00.014+08:00

Now I've do realised that i'm getting thinner.

Me & lil sis.

Siblings.

Happy 18th birthday to Masturah.

Sorry for the bad picture quality.

Feeling stress and along the way,met bf at cwp.
And cabbed off to Mas workplace for her birthday celebration with all her friends.
We had lotsa fun and after so long of not drinking.
We drank a bottle of Martell which was my first time trying it.
All of her friend forces us to drink.
Cheers sane cheers sini~
Aku pun step mcm paham boleh minom.
Padahal-padahal~
I do really enjoyed the night.
Feeling tipsy.
Went home & fall asleep all the way till 11am.

Now the stress is coming back again.
The feeling is like making me down & no mood.
Since today,I never talk much like the way i used to.
Many things came through my mind.
I don't really know what was I really thinking.
Maybe its just about my life.
Being so hopeless..weak.
I've always thought of that about myself.
Maybe the life i'm living is not the life I wanted I guess.
But...
I will never give up..

2009-10-12T18:34:00.020+08:00

Before

After

Khai drive us there.

The last I went there when I was so little.
I couldn't remember what was the place looks like.
And they were talking about the waterfall and stuffs.

The journey takes quite long,sampai tertido dlm kereta.
Khai took turns to drive the car.

As soon we reached there,straight tukar baju semue.
Ape lagiiiiii tunggu!
Terjun lahh!!
Except for Khai.
He was our cameraman for that day.
End of the day,we had our dinner by the beach.
I can't remember what is the place called.
The place was so romantic skaaliii.
Well anyway,we had a great anniversary.
Bf bought me a book as our anniversary gift that I've always wanted which is "Eclipse".
Right now,i'm concentrating on "Breaking Dawn".
I'm in the middle of the story.
Very exciting!!!
Ok.I gtg now.
Off to Jalan raya!

2009-09-28T00:22:00.009+08:00

""We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

-unknown

2009-09-27T20:18:00.030+08:00

Bangkok runaway.

The first day.

Fly with Jetstar Asia.

A nice luxurious stay at Grand mercure accord hotel.

Camwhoring session part I.

Tut-tut ride.

2nd day in Bangkok.
Morning breeze.coffee&tea.english breakfast.french manicure & pedicurerejuvenating & massage.
Cam whoring part II.
Indian fried rice with crispy fillet with teriyaki saucesThe best seafoods & the marvelous tom yam soup.
Not forgetting SHOPPING HEAVEN!
Uhh laa la~

Breakfast.

Dinner.

Fresh big cockles.

The famous tom yam.

Steam fish with sweet & spicy sauces.

3rd day in Bangkok.

Shopping madness for the last time.
Hard rock cafe.

A&W fastfood restaurant.

Golden waffles & vanilla ice cream.curly crispy fries & the famous root beer.

Cam whoring session part III.

The Final Goodbye.
Fascinating scene up in the sky above with Jetstar Airways Intl.
Home sweet home.

The End.
Now I missed that country.

2009-09-20T22:58:00.015+08:00

Pictures Galore~

Currently nothing much to share about except pictures that I've tooked earlier on.
Our theme colour is "Pretty in Peach".
Just a simple baju kurung i've bought for myself.
Bf had his hair cut.
And boring me,still look the same,plain jane.
No changes.
But my hair length grows abit longer now & Im so so the happy!

To all the Muslim's all around the world out there,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf zahir dan Batin.

Love Kim.

2009-09-16T00:44:00.006+08:00

" To love someone deeply gives you strength.
Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage."

We're 6 months old now.=)

A couple of days to Hari Raya.
At this point of time,been thinking of someone that is far far away.
Hopefully & I'll know he is somewhere safe there.
Only God knows how it feels inside me.
I admit that there is still a big hole in my heart that haven recovered since the day he left.
And till these day,I'm too blessed to have my close ones by my side all along.
Iskandar.
He's been the guy whom been taking good care of me.
Whom changed me to become someone better.
The one whom i shared the love,joy & pain.
And listens to me.
And not forgetting my lovely family.
Life is much more lively than before.
Thanks to them.
I'm a changed person now.

Love Kim.

2009-09-12T01:53:00.010+08:00

I'm super excited about this movie.
The picture above I tooked from don't know which website.
I'm so curious.
I wondered what happen to Edward & Bella next.
It seems like Edward is leaving Bella.Hmm.
I've watched the first movie "Twillight" & it was amazing.
I've also watched the "New moon" movie trailer at youtube.
And I'm wondering how the story will goes.
Have to wait till november.
To those reader such as Nana who've already completed reading New moon,
don't tell me the more about the storyline.
Nanti da tk best gitu kann~
Hehex.
Not sure about the exact dates release yet.
Surely "New moon" would be an amazing movies like twillight totally cant wait to see the vampires & the wolves.Lol! =p

My job contract will end soon.
2 days to my last day of work at KK Womens Clinic.
I'll definitely missed my colleague there especially my close working partner.
I'm looking forward to find a new job now.
I've applied jobs online and send resumes over these few days.
Mudah-mudahan & Insyallah will get a goob job soon.
*Pray*

Love Kim.

2009-09-12T01:15:00.004+08:00

Love Astrology for
Aries Man.

You will never have to worry about your Aries Man’s loyalty though;

he is very faithful and would never cheat on you, or even flirt with anyone else.
He will expect the same from you, don’t try making him jealous by flirting with other guy’s,
this will just hurt him.

When the Aries man loves you he really does love you.
It’s a fierce and fiery, hot and passionate love which he devotes all of himself too and will of course expect the same from you.
He wants to be your Romeo and for you to be his Juliet.
And this can be quite hard to live up to all the time for most of us anyway.
If you’re not devoting your time to loving him and caring for him then you will see the sulky, grumpy Aries man.

If they do find the perfect relationship, they thrive, becoming more loving, understanding and sensuous.

Capricorn Women

Capricorns are extremely cautious when falling in love.
They like to be in charge - of both their lives and relationships.
Capricorns would rather wait for someone who adores and cherishes them rather than make the wrong choice.
They are not conventional romantics, but certainly have their charming ways, which can win your heart.
You may not be able to tell it from her actions, but for a Capricorn woman,
love is a very serious matter.

She is the least likely of all signs to fall in love at first sight.
If a man is not her type, she quickly discards him.
When she does find one she is interested in, she will observe him closely before allowing him to get emotionally close to her.

If you hope to woo her, be prepared for it to take some time.
She is looking for a man who will admire and treasure her,
yet not make her give up her own life and goals.
She is shy and reserved, but filled with common sense and strong inner strength.
When a man can understand and respect her, he will find she is filled with wonderful values.
She is loyal, trustworthy, passionate, and supportive.

-I'm a capricorn and my bf is an aries man.
Well actually i don't really believed about horoscope signs and such things like this.
But what is stated above is quite true I can say.
We aren't supposed to believe it 100% kann!?!!

Love Kim.

2009-08-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

2009-08-16T02:33:00.011+08:00

note:I HATE THIS BITCH IN THE PIC ABOVE.

Went to catch "Orphan".
And somehow this movie really make my blood pressure go up.
But overall,it was great.
And the ending was nice.

For those who is into mystery,thriller or suspend genre type.
This movie is well recommended by me.
After watching it,you will definitely know why I hate that girl so much.
I know I sounded like childish.Lol.
Not in real life kann.

Like most of the time when i went to catch a movie,
finished everything,
And end up,
suke terbawak-bawak!
Kadang2 sampai nak tido pun masih boleh terbawak-bawak lagi.
Haha.
Feel kinda weird at times.
Well basically,that is the kind of person I am.
What to do.

Talking about today.
It's sunday morning.
Most probably later will be going to Safra for a swim with bf.
If only he can wakes up.

Off to bed now.
Toodles~

Love Kim.

2009-08-13T00:31:00.005+08:00

Happy 5 monthsary beby!!!
=)
Time flies so fast.
And i barely can't wait in future time.
La la la la...
heee.*mentel*

Kahwin??
Cepat nah!
No no no!!Not kahwin.hehe.
Mmg nak kahwin tapi belum ready.
Many things to accomplished in life.
Currently me & him is not stable yet.
As in financially.
Plenty of things & many plans in mind.
Only he knows what is it.Haa.
And I know what is his too.
=p
*Secret*

Too many crazy plans.
Such as going for a holiday together.
Go adventure samer2.
Shopping puas-puas.
Enjoy together.
Like I said,many plans lahh!

Well hopefully it will come true.
Insyallah k.

Talking about plans,bf is really dying to watch "Final Destination".
And I hate watching Final Destination.
Reason why because most part of the movie really freak me out.
Don't ask me why k.

Love Kim.

2009-08-05T19:55:00.004+08:00

Bf is getting chubby.
Especially his cheek.Haha!
I miss him so much seh..
Can't wait till the weekends.
Apparently that is the only time we can spent time together.=)
Hope things turn out good tomorrow.
Haiya.
Hari raya is coming.
I need lots of cash to spent.
Insyallah I can stay for long.

Note: Aniway,I need a good private driving instructor at Amk/yck area a.s.a.p.
Any recommendation?
Anyone?
If there is,pls do add me up at msn aites.

Love Kim.

2009-07-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'm fucking pissed off right now.

F**K OFF pada sape-sape yg terasa okayy.

Love Kim.

2009-07-19T01:26:00.006+08:00

I was never a perfect girfriend for you.
But do you know that i've always tryed hard to be your best girl?=(
I'm sorry for the things & the messed that happened yesterday.
I'm sorry for saying that word to you.
I was so mad & you know that I never meant to say those hurtful things to you.
Once again.
I'm sorry.
Remember our promised that
this will never NEVER happen again.
=)

After all the things happened,we went to catch a midnight movie at GV Yishun.
So we watched this movie "Obsessed".
This movie is about a pretty blonde lady who is entirely obsessed to a man.
So fucking obssessed,or shall i labelled that lady a "Big SICKO".
This girl smartly would do anything to be with this man.
It was a quite a good ending.
All i can say,its worth watching it.

It's saturday night!!
And i'm at home!!
I'm dead bored.
I need BF!!!
Tata!

Love Kim.

2009-07-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

The first time i ate at Fish & co.
I've tried the
Fish & Co Famous Fish & chip.
Nice nice!!
U guys shld give it a try.

Brother just bought me and mummy a new handbag.
Since he always travelling around working.
He brought back home for us an Original Gucci Bag & Coach leather handbag.
I was so excited when he came back home!
He bought these handbags at Australia at a price of 260 S'pore money.
I know I sound so jakun lah.
haaha!
But frankly speaking,this is the first time i owned an Original Coach Handbag.
I've always thought that i can't afford myself to buy or even owned them.
But like finally..
Gees*
Thanx brother!

And to dearest Iskandar.
I know you will read this.

Like I've ever told you once.
Your problem is my problem too.
Whatever gotta do with you concerns me too baby.
Remember you are not alone.
I'm still here.
=>
*Cheer up k*

2009-07-13T22:31:00.004+08:00

Rating: 3/5
Went over to GV Yishun with bf to watch this show.
To those yg lemah semangat,don't watch this kayy.haha.
Too many shocking parts in this movie.
And there is some disgusting parts.Yucks.
But all i can say,this movie is quite freaking scary.

Let me recall back what i've been up to last few days.

Me & bf meet-up & a lunch date at Hooters with the couple Shima & Antwo.

Shima as usual.
Still the smallest & cute.
but have abit of flabby in the arms now .
While Antwo getting more sihat.haha!!
.
I'm done here.
I'm running out of ideas already.
I'm having a bad flu and throat.
Due to not smoking.
And to my friends out there.
I've already quit smoking already.
And yeah.
Its not easy to quit this smoking habit.
You can't stop so sudden but the tip is cut down on ur ciggies slowly.
Slowly but surely you will throw the habits.
Now bf can have his own ciggies all by himself.
No more sharing!haha!
Sukerr dieeer..
"Sekarang satu kotak aku beli,2 hari smpi malam da boleh habis.
Lau tak satu hari da boleh habis!"
Thats what he says to me.

Thats all for my update today.
Till again..

2009-07-12T01:00:00.004+08:00

Since we can't get in to Rebel and Zirca,(The fucking management won't let us in.Grr...),
we headed to Gotham penthouse with the boys last night.
It was a great night till 5am.
All the way rnb music was played.
Very matured crowd.
The pictures above i tooked when i was so high.
Not much to elaborate more about that night.*winks*
Overall it was suchha damn "GREAT" night!!!

Me & bf had already watch transformers 2.
At first bf disagreed to watch it,but left with no choice.
In the end,he really enjoyed the show.
=)

Can't wait till monday,hopefully i get a job soon.

2009-07-10T01:15:00.003+08:00

Happy 4 monthsary beby!!
Down to ride till the very end,its still me & you.
And no one else can't break us apart okay.
Loving you since 100309.
Hee~
*kiss*

Lately,been going for jobhunting.
Hopefully i get a real good job soon.
*Prayhard*
Till again.

2009-07-06T03:53:00.008+08:00

Its already been 1 year plus that my late father had gone away.
I swear i missed him so much.
I hold too much tears and pain inside myself without ppl noticed.
I was never a strong girl since he left me.
Lying to myself & pretend is what i've always do to hide myself.

Bulan puasa is coming around the corner.
That is what saddens me.
This is going to be my 2nd year of Hari Raya without him.
My first year not celebrating my father's day.
Apparently no more father days for me.
Thus in future,when i get married,
he's not going to be there to see me looking beautiful in my wedding gown.

The only person i turn to the most is my mum.
And not forgetting my dearest bf.
And yes..i do love them to the bits and cherished them the most.

My mum.
She is the best amazing woman ever that i've met.
Eventhough she likes to nag alot,but she is my no 1.
The one i can always count on too.
Totally too much things to describe her.
I sayang her so much!
=>

Muhd Iskandar,the one i adore the most.
He plays some plenty roles in my life.
Not only as my soul partner.
He yelled,scold me & nag at me like my father.
His hot-temper is worse than my father.
But his protectiveness really makes me feel so secure being with him.
I find myself lucky to have him.
Why?
Cuz currently he's the guy whom entirely concern & take good care of me the most.
Despite all those heavy arguments & fightings we had.=)
I'm sorry for being the most evil & baddest gf ever.
Thanks you so much for tolerating with me & my attittude all these while.
I promised you one day i will change my bad ways and behave myself okeh.=>

Time check 4.41am.
I will definitely get a good scolding from him later for staying up late.
Tata!

2009-07-05T18:26:00.008+08:00

My thoughts are numb & my head is all messed up.

It's not supposed to be this way.

♥ Seeing you again makes me fall for you like the first time.
I'm feeling so hopeless right now.
And no matter how hard we fought,
I still loved you.='(

2009-07-05T02:44:00.005+08:00

Blogger sucks big time.
I'm unable to upload my pictures.

Well can somebody tell me what happen to blogger??

Back to random updates.

Few more days to our 4mths.=)

He ever mention to me that he wants to treat me something besides foods.

I hope its a suprise.hee~

Going for a serious jobhunting next week.

I desperately need a job.

Cannot tahan already.

Surin(Achek) is getting married on the 11th July.

Congratulation!

And

Selamat Pengantin baru beb!

No more single life mcm dulu eh.Hehe~

Wish all the best to you my friend!=)

Time check : 3.42am

Gotta to go now.

Zzzzz.

2009-06-15T00:27:00.006+08:00

Ops!=p

Not much to update here.
Only photos.
Me,bf & co headed to Rave last friday night.
Actually we've plan to go Rebel or Arena on that night.
We already joined the long que.
But too bad.
The bouncers and the fucking door bitch don't let us in
for some unreasonable reasons.
I told bf
"the next time we are going to club again,ko pakai smart2,pakai coat kerr skali dengan tie..(Sarcasm..)"
They are being so racist nowadays.
And which is fucking unfair.
And that really makes me mad.

And so.
We headed to Rave.
Will update the Rav photos soon.
I got wasted that night with total of 8 jugs of housepours.
haha.
It was my first time to rave.
And it was not so bad afterall to me.
Nice trance music,house and Rnb.

I'm not gonna wear high heels to rave again the next time.
There's a story or an incident to it.
I shall not eloborate more bout the "heels" story.

I missed the Qatar airways interview which is held on the next day.

My bro told me that he msged my hp on friday.

And sadly,i was using another number.

Arhhh.

I miss the chance.

But nvm.

Hmm.

Ira will be joining me and the boys to rave this friday.
Bukan "Rave" party k ira.
HAHAH.

Thats all for today ppl.
Muacks.

2009-06-09T19:41:00.004+08:00

The past keeps haunting me.
Every now & then.
Well.
Its about "Secrets".
Everybody have their own deep dark secrets that no one would never knows.
Even your own trusted bestfriends that you couldnt tell.
Cuz maybe you felt so embarrassed about yourself for what happen.
That secret only well kept to yourself.
And only God knows all.
Especially if its something u did in your past.
That you'll never forget.

And yes.
The truth hurts.
I'm not gonna explain directly here.
Some things are just not meant to be told.
Seriously.
But now.
For the first time ever.
I told him my deep dark secrets.
I know i can trust you bf.=)

2009-06-08T02:55:00.004+08:00

Even though with all the quarrel & arguments nowadays,
and the hard times we had,
but still make us even more stronger.
=)
Alhamdullilah.
Its been going 2 weeks we haven't seen each other.
Rinduuu sgt.
His special day is getting near.
Gonna get my lash extensions done by today or tomorrow.
Maklumlah,must look good on his POP day.
Nyehehe~
The good news is higher chance that don will be posting out to another camp.
And thats a good thing.
Bcos I don't want him to be in infantry.
The 3 months of BMT experience will be one of the unforgettable moments for him.
Hopefully its a good news for him on wednesday.
*pray hard*
ok.
I'm Blank.
Don't know what to type.
I run out of ideas already.
Lol.
Till again.

2009-06-02T02:41:00.006+08:00

I learned that people change.

Some more than others.

And sometimes you can't tell.

Sometimes you never notice.

Heck maybe they don't even know.

But other times they're completely different

You will never be with that same person ever again.

Either becoming a better person or a worse.

You'll learned that people changed.

You might ask what happened?

Why?

Since when?

And how?

Some people might not understand.

Truly I believed.

As days by days pass.

Or sooner.

Trust me.

They will know it better.

Sorry if my entry sounds so complicated to you guys.

Well its related to some people out there.

Guess who?

Lastly.

Not forgetting..

This couple owns me and Bf a

"Double Date Outing to Escape Theme Park next week".

Jgn tak jadi!!!

2009-06-01T00:32:00.006+08:00

Finally my lovely pink & beige VS handbag arrived.

This is my first time i tryed online shopping at ebay.

It cost me only $56 buck for this bag.

Quite cheap jugak kan?!

And the condition of the bag is 100% good.

And yes,I'm so happy.=)

If you are looking forward for online shopping,

You may check it out at

Ebay.com.sg

Out to town on last saturday with bf's campmates.

And i didn't realised that the "Great S'pore Sale" had already started.

Alot of sale going on at town right now.

Geramm sgt sgt!

Can't wait to go shopping again.

I desperately need $$$ right now.

Haix.

Bf's POP falls on 10 june which is only on next week.

And which happens to be our 3rd monthsary.

Lol.KK.

Part nie menyampah.ehehe.

The time flies so damn fast eh.

Enough of my membebel here.

Let go chill the burger.

Goodnite people.

2009-05-13T17:32:00.005+08:00

This is the only pic i can post here.

Our saturdays happening like shit.

Me and Don headed to town to mit up his camp mates.

Played pool at lucky plaza,and then off boozing at Taka.

Town was quite crowded.

Saturday mahh..

Byk terserempak ngan mcm2 orang.

As usual,sleep over at don's place.=)

Right now,don is away for his outfield camp for 2 weeks.

Its been 3 days already.

I've been waiting patiently rite now.

Hopefully he's doing fine there.

Miss him like crazy sia.

I promised him that I'll be a goodgerl while he is away for 2 weeks.

Since now & then,I've been accompanying my mum at home and go shopping with her.

Tak cayer kan!

I mmg good girl kayy??

heheehe.

Finally tomorrow is my e-trials & FTT.

I had that feeling that i'm going to fail for the 2nd time.

Lmao.

Pls lahhhh.

2009-05-07T01:34:00.008+08:00

Unappreciated.

That word means whole lot to me.

The feeling of unappreciated,Ive gone through it several times in the past.

Its really makes you upset when someone taken your love for granted.

When someone doesn't appreciate all the good things and sacrifices that you have done.

And the worst part is when u find out that he cheated on you from behind with another girl.

Till these days.,

I felt so betrayed.

I still have the traumatized feeling.

Because of the painful past.

Like people used to say.

"History may repeats again."

I'll never want that to happen for 2nd time.

Its a painful experience for me.

A real heart-breakin' experience in my life.

Now i know what is the true meaning of "Appreciation".

Appreciation can make a day .

Even change a life.

I appreciate everything that my bf had done for me all this while.

His big sacrifices for me,

I will remember it & never i will forget till the end of time.

I believed in you.

2009-05-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

Its been 2 days i sleptover at don's crib.

Its like almost every week of my weekends was well spent with don.

Well thats our only precious time we can spent together.

All of his weekdays,he will not be around.

That is a sad thing for us.

But nah,i'm kinda used to it now.

I'm bored to death right now.

And the truth is I'm thinkin bout don rite now.

It keeps reminding me about the first "so called" date with him.

Why do i say "SO CALLED?"

Because it wasn't unplan.

It was just a casual meet up i supposed.

And then we sat by the beach,drinkin & talkin bout many things.

I realised he wasnt lookin at me much.

I was thinking maybe he's not interested in me or maybe he's feelin' regret of our meetup.

But things get so unexpected.

I make the first move.

I tell him off what i feel towards him at that time.

I admitted that i was attracted to him.

Not about looks but the way he bring himself & his attitude.

Its just "HIM".

It just the way he is that makes me fall for him so much.

It is unexplainable.

At that point,we know its goin' to be hard between us.

And its hard for ppl around us to understand.

From that day onwards,we get so close to each other.

I can say we've gone thru alot of hard times together and sacrifices.

Only certain ppl knows the reasons.

Ever once,I almost thought of giving up but i prove it wrong.

I felt something really strange.

Somehow it make me realised that he was way too fuckin' special to me.

So i decided to stay.

Till now.

We are happy together.

Thanked God we've make it thru.

Klah.Lets put a stop about my lovestory with don.

I knows its boring.

Basically,i love to blog out about my feelings.

Whenever if i feel sad,happy,sober or what,

I would alway expressed it through blogging.=)

Since now.

Don always been advising me to take good care of myself and his lil sister.

He always gets worried about his lil sis.

Well,Mastura is her name.

I love her too like my own sister.

We've got quite lot of similarities.

Don knows.haha.=)

I barely can't wait for the weekends especially on Sunday.

Its our 2 mths anni!!

Eleh!!!Baru 2 mths je.Lol.

Well,we got so much of plans in mind.=p

hehe.

I will update again k.

I need my beauty sleep.

Tata.

2009-04-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

I finally get to update my blog.

I just recovered from a High Fever which tooked me 5 days to get well.

My highest temperature was 41.0

Can't u imagine how it feels?

I almost gone crazy.

And my head is lyke goin to explode.

My leg is so cramp and my body aching really makes me even weaker.

Plus i'm having my period.

Since 5 days,i've lost my appetite in eating.

I've been eating stupid junk foods for the last 5 days.

Makan chocolate cake la,roti la.

I ate only that for a day.

Wow.

Bf and some of his family members been planning to go Batam jalan2 one day.

But end up bf is having doubts right now because of the quake hit in Indonesia.

Btw.

I've heard rumors ppl saying that "Dunia is going to kiamat soon??"

Do you heard about the swine flu cases(flu babi)?

Somebody told me that the flu babi is one the signs.

My heartbeats gettin so fast.......

I'm so nervous.

Bedek ah lao krg tak takot kan.

Klah sampai disini sahaje lah.

peace.

2009-04-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

Sms from Don bb.

Don bb:Oryte aku percaye ko.Aku hepi ryte nw.

Tanx..aku harap ko lei terima aku seadanye.

Aku tak sachok ape lagi kaya,p aku yakin lau aku betol2 syg ko,

aku akan buat ko hepi idup ngan aku..syg ko..

A goodnite msg from Don bb.

Don bb:Ingat ko aku nye property tao..mcm mane pun laki nak ko pun,

suruh die langkah mayat aku dulu..hahax.

aku syg ko mcm nak mampos,PAHAM!!slamat mlm.

*Ended*

See how the way he treated me?Mcm cibai kan!

So the kasar.

Haiyaa...

But cute la he.

Even though he's not the romantic type.

And at times,he's behaving like an idiot,

hot tempered fucker & Ego and his unbearable sarcasm.

But still..

Aku sayang die.

Nyeheheehe.

I miss u bodoh.

Come home soon cepat!cepat!

2009-04-18T02:09:00.000+08:00

What is the real definition of love?

Love has many different meanings to all different types of people.

There are many stages of love at different ages and different types of love.

My definition of love is caring about someone so deeply that your life would be very different without them there would always be a little piece of yourself missing if they pass away or leave you.

Your life is incomplete when they are away and you would do anything to protect them or to make them happy.

When I think of love,

I think of a couple sitting by the ocean holding hands and kissing. The feeling of love is “that can't eat cant sleep reach for the stars world series kinda stuff”.

"Love" is an incredibly powerful word.

When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

But when I was a little kid I thought of love in a completely different ways, and when I am older and wiser I will probably think of love differently also.

As an a teenager I realize that I have not experienced the real meaning of life yet and that I have not seen all there is to see in the world so how could I understand the “real” definition of love?

How can anyone really know the real definition of love?

I believed that love is one of the hardest words in the dictionary to actually understand and know the true definition.

2009-04-17T04:13:00.001+08:00

One night.

I had a bad dream.

I've already told bf about it.

I dreamt bout him,his family and some other ppl.

I can't stopped myself thinkin bout it.

Till now & then,

the dream keeps haunting me.

It keeps me wondering.

I kept saying to myself this.

"Punish me all you want,but pls...

Dun take him away frm me."

What's next now for us?

Or maybe I'm just the one who think too much of negative.

-I received a few offline msg regarding bout this background music.

To someone out there whom might be wondering what's this song title.

Well its from Jessica Mauboy feat Flo Rida, songtitle is "Running back."

2009-04-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

This is what they called the "Luge Ride"

Can't you imagine yourself sitting there.OMG!

Only God knows~

In the cable car ride.

3 days straight were spent with bf.
But our Saturdays was "HAPPENING" at sentosa!

We took the cable car to Sentosa,the Skyride and the Luge ride.
The skyride is the most scarriest & thrilling moments ever.
I admit that i'm really afraid of heights.
And somemore its only like a seats.
Its not covered at all!
And if you are wearing slippers,pls ensure that you grip your slippers very tightly.
Ade je slipper ko jatoh dari atas.Suey betol.
And i swear i was damn afraid at first.

About the Luge ride.
HAHA.
IT WAS SUPER EXCITING!
Its abit the same like Go-Carts but its not called "Go-carts".
It is called the LUGE.
Me and bf main so laju gile,maklumlah jakun,that is was our first time.
I remembered when i was speeding up and it comes to cornering part,i was like too fast smpi i hit the kerb.Hah.
Lucky that luge thing tak terbalik sia,takde malu aku.
As usual,we never missed the beach part when it comes to Sentosa.

After the trip,we had our dinner and off to Lavender to mit his old buddy.
Mcm biase jugak,booze session.
Every week never missed that.
Its like our normal weekly routines.
I'm tryin to cut down on booze.

Seriously.
But its just hard uh.

Life

I may look like i'm happy though.
But ppl never know what is the real thing.
The real inner thing.

2009-04-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

I can't wait to meet don bb!!!!!
Few more hours to go!!
Will update again soon.

2009-04-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

You take the chance on me.

You never give up.

Never once defeated.

You fought so hard & thought.

Deep within me,I felt the guilt.

But u never failed me.

You find the strengh i've never had in my life.

I'm sorry that i've fallen for you.

I'm sorry to asked you out on that day.

I'm sorry for making the first move.

I'm sorry for holding your hands for that first time.

I'm sorry for the confessions.

You know baby,I didn't meant to fall for you.

Forgive me for all the things happenned.

I'm ready to take all the blames.

U ppl wanna bitch bout me?

Talk shit behind my back?

Go ahead cuz i'm all ready.

Seems like everyday that goes by,things are getting harder.

No one knows the things we've been through.

Cuz these ppl never know what is like to walk in our shoes.

I know we can break through this.

I wanna watch us grow stronger each day.

Ohh dear time~

I will never give up on this.

I'm right behind u.

And lastly..

Thank you so much Muhd Iskandar for all the sacrifices.

I sweared I loved you.

*pray hard*

Cable car trip with bb this weekend!

Rindu ko bodo.=p

2009-04-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

I've deleted some of my previous blog entries & contents due to

some circumstances

and certain issues.

*PEACE*

Back to my random updates.

My saturday was well spent with my dearest.=)

Lepak-ing at his aunty's place.

Makan2,karaoke,and chit-chatting with his aunty and cousins.

And off to the nearest 7 eleven to buy our booze.

And yeahh.

I got wasted!

Lol.

Kecohrable thing happenned smpi police pun smpi.

I vomitted so much yesterday.

And now,the fuckin' hangover is killin me.

Cb.

Well bout me and dearest.

As usual we have our difficult times together.

Problems after problems.

We tend to quarrel at times.

But the rough times we go through, only make us stronger.

*Wanna break us?

I will break your face.

about us.

2009-03-31T03:03:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking too much lately.

I keep wondering & wondering.

Am i at wrong??

At times i felt so lost.

I felt so afraid about the future.

If we really mend for each other,will those ppl stop saying about us??

Maybe i just fear too much.

I feared too much of things in mind.

*Phobia*

For now.

I just want to be happy like anyone else.

I want to live my life with him.

Through hard times & good times.

I will prove them one day that we can make it through all this.

Well.

Let the time tells then.

*Missing my Iskandar.

Counting down to Saturday!!

A MOVIE DATE!

2009-03-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

We spend the whole nite together on his birthday.
Bad things happened along the way.
It was fun but at the same time,i'm fcukin stressed up!!
I'm not gonna elaborate more.
Things already happened.
And we got everything settled.
Thanx to my dearest bf for his support.
=)
So we had our lunch date at tampines mall pizza hut.
Jalan2 and off to Cwp and to his place.
Waited for him to get changed and took the cab to Yishun &
dropped him off to meet his camp mates & home sweet home.
I feeling so shagg-ed right now.
I need my beauty sleep soon.
And i missed him already.
Gonna catch a movie date with bf maybe next week or maybe a night safari trip.
We got a whole lot of plans in future.
Insyallah we can make it.
haha.
I'm totally so "Crazy in love" mood!!
Sorry2 lao u guys get irritated by this mushi2 entry.
hehe.
Thats all for today.
The end.

Tata.

day

2009-03-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

Well about us.

It maybe suprising to some ppl out there.

I know.

But the truth is revealed.

I'm truly happy with my life and with what i have right now.

And i've made up my decision very clear enough.

I'm in love with a guy by the named M.Iskandar.

And I sweared i really loved him so much.

Even he's the short-tempered typed of guy,a man full of ego attitude & defensive.

Deep inside i believed he's the man who can loved me for who i am and take good care of me.

And i believed,he's the man i can rely on to & support,protect

& guide me through.

I wasn't looking for miracle.

But its a fact now.

No matter what anyone could say.

No matter how hard its gonna be between us.

He's is the only place for me and no one could ever take that away.

I.L.Y.S.M

1 more day to his birthday!!

1 more day to his boot out day!!

Yeehaaa!!!

Almost forgot.

Today is my first day of school.

Wish me good luck ppl!

Tata!

2009-03-26T02:36:00.000+08:00

I fucking no mood this morning.

My menses cramp is getting me out of control.

I feel like shouting or scolding someone right now.

Cb.

I need my bf right now but he's already asleep.

How i wished bf is on the fone with me right now.

So he can entertain me,layan my so called "Prangai sial".

LOL.

Nowadays,he's been tolerating with my nonsence especially when it comes to PMS mode.

PMS is a REAL BITCH.

Kay kay.

Enough of the pms story.

The latest news is....

I failed my FTT.

Not my luck i guess.

I have to try harder the next time.=)

Hopefully.

I'm counting down the days to this Saturday.

Yeehaa!!

Me & bf had planned a Booze session on Sat.

I miss drinking alcoholic.=p

Betol tak nana??

Shld catch up with the gerls soon for a booze & gossip session.

I miss my baby gerls!

I miss Bf.

Tata.

Nite2.

...

2009-03-20T04:37:00.000+08:00

Go on and bitch bout me.

Cuz i dun give a damn what em say.

Things getting hard.

I'm all stressed up.

But i'm trying hard to be ready for the good or worse.

8 more days to a special day.

My heartbeat getting faster this time.

4 more days too FTT.

7 more days to school.

Can't wait to get my hands on the steering.

Ohh dear time.

Haix.

Im missing someone right now.

2009-03-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dad, you're so Loving and kind,

And often you know.What I have on my mind.

You're someone who listens,Suggests, and defends.

And dad you're one Of my very best friends.

You're proud of your triumphs,

But when things go wrong,

You can be so patient

And helpful and strong

In all that I do,Your love plays a part

There's always a place for you

Deep in my heart

A Conversation:

"Your father always want to see you smile.

Thats just the way the story goes.

Somehow he's up there above seeing you & watching you linda.

How your father wishes that he can be by your side right now"

Me:I'm willing to go from this world just to be with him.

If i meet God one day,I will beg him and say

"Pls take me to my father."

=)

2009-01-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

Its beens already 5 mths that you've been away frm home.

Faraway frm home.

Hopefully a good place which is undescribable.

I feel like i'm in a dream that i haven't come up yet.

How i wished this happen to be a nightmare.

Waking up in reality seeing you and all of us as one happy family.

But i know,it will never happened again.

2008 the most painful year to me.

Losing my hero.

A father.

The real hero who've been with me since i was born in this world.

i bet you know abah,

your princess here is suffering too much of pain.

*Missing you causing me too much pain.Its hurting me inside.

Broken

-seether ft amy lee

I wanted you to know

That I love the way you laugh

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph

And I know it serves me well

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain'

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't wanna feel right

when you're gone away

You've gone away

You don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now

And we cant breathe again

I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away

There's so much left to learn

And no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain'

Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough'